sorry about the late reply anon!
i’m not the type of person to make any definitive statements about leaving any fandom forever because i feel like i carry a part of the characters around with me wherever i go. but with the combination of the trainwreck that was s3 and how hostile the fandom feels nowadays, i’m admittedly a little bitter about the way things ended up.
and just a reminder that every day is unfollow amnesty day! :)
not at all bb <3333 :)))
what i like about hurry home: lmao in a pleasant contrast to every other fic where i dislike more things than i like, I AM PLEASED TO ANNOUNCE THAT I LIKE PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING ABOUT HURRY HOME. this fic was completely self-indulgent from beginning to end and this is the only universe of sherlock & john that i’m still tempted to play around in from time to time. 8DDD
what i would change in hurry home: hahaha NOTHING.
jk, if i revised it, i would probably add another 500-1000 words of sherlock suffering when he thought john was dead because i enjoy pain like that. :’))))))))
hahaha WELL I AM HERE TO PICK UP THE PIECES IF NEED BE :)))))))
what i like about wtg: some of the intercalary sections where sherlock is thinking about hypotheticals. the scene where john confronts sherlock. it’s been a while since i last looked at this fic so i’ve forgotten like 95% of it and these are the only things that stick out to me.
what i would change in wtg: i feel as if the obvious answer is “make ending less ambiguous” but i think i actually enjoy frustrating everyone more. and if any of you are reading this, wondering what the author intended, i interpreted it as sherlock calling john to a case, not to elope. but i adhere to the idea of open interpretation, death of the author etc, so everyone can decide for themselves. :)
haha good choice anon! renegades is a weird fic for me to talk about because i really enjoyed writing it at the time but i’m not sure if i’m a big fan in retrospect.
what i like about renegades: the ending. i literally wrote the entire fic just so i could write that one particular endgame scenario. i think it also has a pretty decent emotional build up to when they finally have sex—probably one of my better fics for that.
what i would change in renegades: hahahahaha, probably like, everything else. i can rationally see how i drew the plot from one step to the next and why certain things had to have happened in certain ways but like. idk. the plot feels a bit heavy handed to me? i think my hesitation with this fic partially stems from the fact that it’s probably not one that i could write today.
HI COURTNI DID YOU KNOW THAT ANY TIME BUNNIES CROSS MY DASH (MORE OFTEN THAN YOU’D THINK!!) I ALWAYS THINK OF YOU? ❤
what i like about equilibrium: pretty much all the parts where i was blatantly making up science about the virus :)))))) although i think that comes with the territory of being a complete nerd
what i would change in equilibrium: one of the things i absolutely knew about the end of this fic is that john isn’t magically back to where he used to be—it’ll take him months if not years of recovery for him to really get back. i think that the ending i gave was misleadingly happy—though it certainly imparted a sense of optimism that i intended. i actually don’t know if i’d change anything about the ending but sometimes i feel like it rings a little false. but then again, the fact that i’m a sucker for happy endings generally tends to win out over my sense of obligation to stick to realism.
seriously, could you not.
to preempt your protests, yes, i’m doing this off anon, hi; no, i don’t want to get paid for my fic; no, this is not a personal vendetta because i have no idea who you are other than that you are trying to get paid for both sherlock fanfic and …
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'egg is a perfectly discardable memory' he said
'what the hell is this' he said
I’m re-reading glass, tempered steel (because it’s like, AMAZING) but I always have trouble picturing young Sherlock, so I drew him in an attempt to help myself
I wanted him to be around 15 and I put him in acolyte clothes but now I think he seems older and I don’t know anymore
"In your very last few seconds, what would you say?"
Sherlock and Watson + Birds.
First time drawing Sherlock, and first time drawing with ballpoint pen!